Monday, May 22, 2006
like omg! RONIN, the band, came our skool! yes ! KC ! like, omg la! i mean, i never knew this local band but when they strted rocking, it was SUPERB la !!! its SOTHELOVES !!! i support them too angela. !sean(or however u spell his name) is SOOOOOO HOT !!!! and the other guy, he is not in the band la, but he is HOTTER !!! his name is GABRIEL !!! omg !!! he is cuteness la !!! den he was like looking thru my journal n he asked , 'y do u want my signature?' den i was like juz sign it la... den he looked thru my jounal! hotness !!! HOT HOT HOT ! i LOVE him !!! haha ...wadeva..i m like goin to frenster now. u noe u dun have to torture urself. u noe i treat u like my best fren n i care too. u mite not know dat. i tink she clearly knows dat u love her ALOT, but u DONT HAVE to torture urself to be with her. she REALLY knows dat u REALLY love her ALOT. now u r worrying me n ur other frens. DONT TORTURE URSELF PLEASE. its all over her blog too. she loves u too. dun b afraid dat she will not love u. torturing is NOT the answer !make THIS a fashion statement-make it elegant , PLEASE
9:56:00 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
so yesterday wad one heck of a GREAT time . ISLAND RUSH . actually its a waste of money coz we have to come out for transport n everything else . n on top of dat we paid $6 . they like made us go ALLL the way to pasir ris to woodlands n bukit timah . like WTF ?! BUT TI WAS SUPER FUN !!!
so was had to assemble at chinatown point(of all places). we were given 2 bread n one bottle of plain water. we tot we were late but it turned out that we were very early. den 2/4 peeps arrived followed by nadene and her 'gang'. n make sure u but the shades nadene !!!
n so we were briefed. den it started. we had to answer 2 questions per group. we didn't geddit n tried alot of times to answer n den finally eunyse called her mom to ask wad was it n we got it ! london bridge(we knew) and thames river(we didn't noe). so afer we answered, we were given the thingay to go to pasir ris from china town? wtf? n den found the place n had to do some physical thingay. but some DAMN heavy sack of dunno wad. n we did it! den had to go fishing for prawns n i had to catch four. it was hard okay. the prawns are so idiot!! they eat ur bait, n when u want to pul,l up, they let go! idiot. i tink i had like 5 ??? DUMB ! den had to go ALLLLL the way to woodlands b melissa COULD NOT sleep on the bus coz she had the map n we were afraid we got lost. so i slept n fell on eunyse shoulder-.- . den reach the place n had to do some jengga thingay in a certain arrangement. the we could not do it n tried SUPER her. over n over again. n the key was to not give up. so we were let go. n now had to go to some ppl's hse n eat a soup of chilli. they say it was very spicy but i dun tink so. it was only hot as in steam hot. i figured out this hse okay. u gotta say im smart:) den after eating it wif juliana ONLY(only 2 ppl allowed) we had to go to red hill in bukit timah. n otw there, in the train, the island rush ppl asked us to go back to china town point coz majority finished. n we said we didn't want to stop, we wanted to REALLY complete the race. n they said come back. n we went of to PS coz there was no point going back coz there was no consulation prize. so we went to PS n eat n after dat we were acting like hooligans. we REALLY did VERY stoopid stuffs !!! VERY !!. if u really want to noe, juz ask me in skool coz i m very lazy to type. its a long story. n at PS, there was the iGALLOP thingay n turned out that MANY children INSTEAD of adults were trying it . damn gross la !! EWW.!! den went home.
today is nth much. supposed to go to nickays b'dae party at ECP but could not coz i have been going out for the past few days. happy b'dae babe!:)
BANGKOK IN 3 DAYS TIME !!!!
OMG !!! THREE !!! i didn' realize.
make THIS a fashion statement-make it elegant , PLEASE
6:28:00 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
exam results?
mann .. got back most of exam papers alr . shit larhs . i hate my results . its all like boarder line n i failed my maths mayb because of hippo coz i NEVER got dis low b4 . its unbelievable la ! so the rest are juz boarder line . i hate my results ... soo hate ... mayb its my fault . i mean yes , i did study , but only the day b4 the actuall day because i like it dat way n i prefer dat way . coz if i study long time b4 the actual day , i will juz forget everything . mayb my marks are like dat because i have insufficient time ? BUT I LIKE IT DAT WAY ! N NOTHING CAN MAKE ME CHANGE IT ! why SHUD anyone care ? its my problem ! yes , bsides study i DID pray . i prayed damn hard . real hard . but dis is how it turned out . god cvarnt be the one at blame . did i say i am blamming god ? no. i juz hate my marks . mayb my mum wont scold me so much but i still hate it . i have second thoughts of doing something beyond extraordinary . mayb u can get the point . but wait. life carnt juz b wasted like dat ? i mean i still have ca3 n bla bla b4 end of year . shit la . i want karib's tuition ! i want ! i want ! URGH !well tmr its lit n history . HISTORY ! hell no .my computer is like fucking lagging . fuck la . i m juz so fucked up ! fuck la ! its fucking annoying ! my marks ! fuck u la computer .! u suck la ! u can juz die la ! i'll juz pour water over u n there u go , DEAD ! urgh !there , i blogged , HAPPY ?!
OHYA . thanks jessica for changing my skin again . love ya babe !7 MORE DAYS TILL BANGKOK ! SOTHELOVES ! <3make THIS a fashion statement-make it elegant , PLEASE
3:10:00 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
IM BLOGGING !!! YAY ! i am FINALLY bloging ! yay mee ! my last post was like , err , 29 april ?? haha...so i wanna change skin but dunno how to . n KITTY wanted to help me budden she had to go off for some piano class ... i am now getting sibert to help me but she is NOT replying me ??? i want a skin . i shall go n find now:) haha . i found one but everybody is busy n they carnot help me:(OMFG ! BANGKOK IS COMING LARHS !!!! SOTHELOVES ! shop shop shop shop shop shop shop shop till u drop REALLY LOW ! haha ! i LOVE shopping. juz need the money:/so yeah ! BANGKOK !!!! like my room mate is jessica chow ka yan ! yay ! dat looser ! confessions all nite . gambling all nite n juz go bangkrupt ! yay ! sneaking n all... all planned ! mayb dis sunday gonna shop for bangkok trip ! yay ! wif tribal members . mayb onli la . we are ALL gonna look like twins*i tink*so yes ! i finally blogged !-i dont think anyone knows what true love really meanmaybe i doI'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
BANGKOK ! 8 MORE DAYS !
-make it elegant , PLEASE
6:53:00 PM
